Archive | March, 2012

Another Friday… 30 March 2012

30 Mar

Hello World!

Today, I’m just going to pose a question here – why are people made to feel like they are doing something wrong if they don’t share feelings for a person? This guy at a party last night was clearly enamored by me, but I did not feel the same. I talked to him and danced with him, but made it clear that I was not at all romantically interested. At the end of the night, he kind of moped away and made a comment implying that I was being a bitch – for lack of a better word – for not wanting to pursue a relationship or even just a hook-up with him. Even my friends made comments such as “well, you could have given him a chance”. What was I supposed to do? Lead the guy on? I’m not like that! Also, the boy that I have a huge crush on and actually want to pursue a relationship with was there. Why would I waste my time with a boy that I am not attracted to when I could be trying to find out if my crush wants to date me or something. The fact of the matter is, people can’t really help who they happen to have – or not have – feelings for and I just hate that I am sitting here feeling so guilty when I didn’t particularly do anything wrong. When it comes to relationships, I never want to become involved with a man just because he wants to be with me. I want to be in a relationship where there is a mutual attraction. Heck, it may not even be the same level of attraction…but I think it’s silly to abandon the relationship that you are trying to pursue just because someone that you aren’t even attracted to throws themselves at you…


Daily Post – 29 March, 2012

29 Mar

Hello there!

Nothing much to blog about today. I have gone to classes and wallowed about in bed. Yeah, it’s one of those days. But on the upside, I’m going to a party tonight! Yay! I haven’t been much in the partying mood recently, but it will probably do me some good to get out of my dorm for a change. Oh yes, and I am pretty sure that a guy that I have a crush on will be making an appearance at this party. Maybe I’ll somehow stop being a pansy and ask him out already! Screw the notion that girls can’t make the first move! I like this kid and shyness is clearly getting me NOWHERE! *Cue Twin Atlantic’s “Time For You to Stand Up”

– May the force be with you!

Kai xxx

Oh, Hello There!

28 Mar

Hello, Blogosphere!

My name is Kai. I am a college student currently attending the University of Rochester. I hope to use the blog as a tool to continue to grow as a writer by writing everyday. I will post various things – from silly anecdotes from my daily life, music reviews, my reactions to events in the news, or even a poem that I had written about a crush. I may sometimes even write more than one post in a day! The goal is just to be writing and sharing some bit of myself with the internet everyday. I hope this becomes a forum for a good exchange of ideas and hopefully you all will be able to put up with the craziness that is about to ensue!

– May the force be with you!

Kai xxx